My head is so heavy, I can’t hold it anymore.
Incapable of doing anything.
But I can’t already go to bed at 7:30pm.
Kim Kardashian says it too: calm is my superpower
A hollow tooth
yet floss every night
and burning anger
into which the next gust of wind blows.
Then my eyes could throw lightning bolts.
Everyone else would have to close their eyes because the light would be so bright.
My words would sound like the loudest roll of thunder.
No one is free from bad thoughts.
🥜 talking about abysses and laughing at the same time
I only ask questions
started chatting with an AI robot, her name is Calla.
From her I know: Red cars attract bird shit more than other car colors.
Truth is also when one lies.
What was the question, dude?
I realize I can divide the anger
First impulse: kick in the door and spit fire.
Or watch as someone falls into their phone with boredom.
If things get worse, I’ll start throwing rocks.
Non-violent methods for anger and frustration only if I’ll be heard!
I head out again just to watch people sitting outside and eating in restaurants.
Drinking in bars.
We all live under the same sky, are born, die.
A great deal of existential similarities.
We are our history
... they have trouble processing these monstrosities, and are ashamed of them, although there is nothing to be ashamed of.
After all, Mom was young once too, as young as us or even younger
A tree python itself becomes a nest for its eggs for 55 days.
I can no longer hold my head, put it on the table and blow out smoke.
Humans are the only living beings who experience shame.
Why did you do that?
I was fascinated by having more knowledge than the others.
Wanted to change myself
but not possible
Anyway, perfection is only interesting as a vision.
Totally uninteresting as reality.
Greatest longing to no longer always be myself.
Only change your glance like a mirror:
has two dimensions, but shows three.
I’m curious about confusing situations.
Which then slip away from me.
Finding meaning in the incomprehensible.
Meaning is always incomprehensible.